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Hello guys. This is sort of an update to “I’m done.” where I said that I was leaving the league for a bit due to mental health reasons.
(Also, apparently I was traded to Hamilton, where I won the Cup before my retirement. Igor of course would have enjoyed that before suffering his lab accident. Nothing more to say.)
At the time I left the league, it was only a few hours after I was declared “borderline nonfunctional” by my therapist. I was advised to see a doctor, which I did a few days later. I got a diagnosis that I had suspected for a long time, but never had confirmed until then.
“Moderate to severe depression” was the diagnosis. The doctor also suggested that I had suicidal ideations. They weren’t major, but the doctor was concerned. He immediately prescribed me an antidepressant and sent me to a psychologist for further evaluations. I was also asked to write weekly reports of my mental health.
It was at this time that I sent in a note to my technical institution asking for three months off. I will re-evaluate that decision soon to see if I need a longer or permanent break. I very well could become self-taught or transfer to an institution that is more… friendly to my less-than-ideal internet connection.
Anyway, I was prescribed 10 milligrams of the antidepressant to take every evening. Initial results showed that the low dose was ineffective, so the doctor increased the dose to 20 milligrams in mid-October. Since then, there has been some improvement, and my days average 4/10 or 5/10. Not ideal, but not worse.
My first psychological evaluation confirmed my depression independently of the doctor’s diagnosis, and I was given strategies to attempt to lessen the most severe effects. Not eliminate them, but just make them bearable to help get through the day. Combined with my antidepressant medication, this was believed to give the best long-term outcome for my mental health.
I’ve also gone through a bit of an existential crisis since then, wondering who I was in this… troubled time for me. I’ve been interacting more with my roleplaying group, and I discovered the furry fandom. Yes, the furry fandom. You may laugh now. Nonetheless, I found it enjoyable and I decided to join. I’m currently in the process of slowly designing a fursona. Also I’m looking into more of the self-improvement community so I can have increased motivation and discipline to work on the things I want to do in life. The last few years have been troublesome, especially recently. I don’t want next year to end up like the last few years (failure, failure, failure), so I’ve decided to take initiative.
What I want to do next year is still uncertain. I know I want to change as a person. Even my username feels… old. It’s almost seven years old now. I’ve changed as a person since I chose it seven years ago. I was a hockey nerd. My teenage self was a hockey fan, knew all of the NHL teams, some of the major players, etc. This also led me into various hockey communities. I still am a hockey fan, though to a lesser extent than I was back then. I’ve shifted more into other areas of the internet since then, and I feel like it’s time to sort of… reinvent myself from scratch, like a phoenix rising from the ashes to take on a new form for the new year.
Then again, I say that every year and it always comes back to bite me. I always say that this year will be different before failing to take into account either my own personality or events that I didn’t foresee, like the severity of the COVID-19 pandemic (thought it would be minor and that it would be over in a few months - hell no!).
I am feeling better, even if only slightly, and I’ve learned a lot from this… terrible year. Initially, I wanted to go into programming, so I went to a technical institution to learn coding. Then I had the ride of my life through mental health, including all sorts of emotions and feelings that I struggled with, thinking they were permanent.
I’m finally getting treatment for that, and I feel healthy enough that I want to reinvent myself online.
I’m not the same person I was six years ago, and I’m thinking I want to start over online.
Not to say that I won’t abandon my friends online (seriously, I love you guys), but I do want to sort of… start over if that makes sense. Hopefully you guys understand.
As of now, I’m going to start planning out what I want to do for the rest of the year so I can start the next one as I want to start it.
Hugs for everyone. This has been a… hard and unexpected journey for me.
Take care guys.
-TheHockeyist
S48 Four Star Cup Champion (Vancouver Whalers)
stay safe mate
Shout out to ml002, schultzy, slashacm, tedward!
DeMaricus Smyth || C ||Atlanta Inferno/Czechia|| 1854 Peak
Name: DeMaricus Smyth
Hometown: Blansko, Czech Republic
Height: 6'2"
Weight: 197
Number: 42
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Regular Season Stats:
SMJHL S38 | STL | GP: 50 | G: 3 | A: 5 | P: 8 | +/-: -2 | PIM: 2 | SHT%: 6.67% | MP: 536
SMJHL S39 | STL | GP: 50 | G: 19 | A: 24 | P: 43 | +/-: +25 | PIM: 22 | SHT%: 14.62% | MP: 1050
SMJHL S40 | STL | GP: 50 | G: 25 | A: 32 | P: 57 | +/-: +14 | PIM: 17 | SHT%: 14.62% | MP: 1067
SHL S41 | SEA | GP: 50 | G: 12 | A: 18 | P: 30 | +/-: +7 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 7.50% | MP: 957
SHL S42 | SEA | GP: 50 | G: 19 | A: 18 | P: 37 | +/-: -1 | PIM: 13 | SHT%: 13.57% | MP: 1023
SHL S43 | SEA | GP: 50 | G: 19 | A: 22 | P: 41 | +/-: +6 | PIM: 35 | SHT%: 12.67% | MP: 1014
SHL S44 | EDM | GP: 50 | G: 15 | A: 13 | P: 28 | +/-: +16 | PIM: 28 | SHT%: 12.30% | MP: 966
SHL S45 | EDM | GP: 50 | G: 11 | A: 20 | P: 31 | +/-: +12 | PIM: 34 | SHT%: 8.80% | MP: 710
SHL S46 | NOLA | GP: 50 | G: 16 | A: 28 | P: 44 | +/-: +9 | PIM: 28 | SHT%: 9.36 | MP: 1024
SHL S47 |NOLA ] GP: 50 | G: 28 | A: 34 | P: 62 | +/-: +27 | PIM: 38 | SHT%: 12.84% | MP: 1146
SHL S48 | NOLA | GP: 50 | G: 23 | A: 23 | P: 46 | +/-: +4 | PIM: 83 | SHT%: 11.56% | MP: 1189
SHL S49 | NOLA | GP: 50 | G: | A: | P: | +/-: | PIM: | SHT%: | MP:
SHL S50 | NOLA | GP: 50 | G: | A: | P: | +/-: | PIM: | SHT%: | MP:
SHL S51 | NOLA | GP: 50 | G: | A: | P: | +/-: | PIM: | SHT%: | MP:
SHL S52 | NOLA | GP: 50 | G: 19 | A: 16| P: 35 | +/-: +7 | PIM: 62 | SHT%: 9.84% | MP: 1093
SHL S53 | NOLA | GP: 50 | G: 9 | A: 22 | P: | +/-: +1 | PIM: 45 | SHT%: 5.9% | MP: 1179
SHL S54 | NOLA | GP: 50 | G: 8 | A: 15 | P: | +/-: +20 | PIM: 14 | SHT%: 6.4% | MP: 1047
SHL S55 | NOLA | GP: 50 | G: 9 | A: 18 | P: | +/-: +25 | PIM: 30 | SHT%: 7.8% | MP: 984
SHL S56 | ATL | GP: 50 | G: 5 | A: 14 | P: | +/-: +9 | PIM: 138 | SHT%: 6.7% | MP: 842
SHL S57 | ATL | GP: 66 | G: 2 | A: 6 | P: | +/-: -4 | PIM: 113| SHT%: 2.3%| MP: 821
SHL S58 | ATL | GP: 66 | G: 3 | A: 9 | P: | +/-: -13 | PIM: 148 | SHT%: 3.9% | MP: 983
SHL S59 | ATL | GP: 66 | G: 4 | A: 13 | P: 17 | +/-: -10 | PIM: 73 | SHT%: 5.6% | MP: 980
SMJHL Total | STL | GP: 150 | G: 47 | A: 61 | P: 108 | +/-: +36 | PIM: 41 | SHT%: 13.58% | MP: 2653
SHL Total | SEA/EDM/NOLA/ATL | GP: 400 | G: 143 | A: 176 | P: 319 | +/-: +80 | PIM: 253 | SHT%: 11.13% | MP: 8,023
SHL Total | SEA | GP: 150 | G: 50 | A: 58 | P: 108 | +/-: +12 | PIM: 48 | SHT%: 11.11% | MP: 2,988
SHL Total | EDM | GP: 100 | G: 26 | A: 33 | P: 59 | +/-: +28 | PIM: 62 | SHT%: 10.53% | MP: 1,676
SHL Total | NOLA | GP: 650 | G: 112 | A: 156 | P: 268 | +/-: +93 | PIM: 300 | SHT%: 11.39% | MP: 4,452
SHL Total | ATL | GP: 248 | G: 14 | A: 42 | P: 56 | +/-: -18 | PIM: 472 | SHT%: 4.53% | MP: 3,626
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Playoff Stats:
SMJHL S38 | STL | GP: 10 | G: 0 | A: 1 | P: 1 | +/-: +1 | PIM: 2 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 136
SMJHL S39 | STL | GP: 13 | G: 3 | A: 7 | P: 10 | +/-: +11 | PIM: 12 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 265
SMJHL S40 | STL | GP: 5 | G: 0 | A: 2 | P: 2 | +/-: -1 | PIM: 2 | SHT%: 12.00% | MP: 137
SHL S41 | SEA | Did not make it
SHL S42 | SEA | Did not make it
SHL S43 | SEA | GP: 6 | G: 4 | A: 0 | P: 4 | +/-: -5 | PIM: 6 | SHT%: 26.67% | MP: 135
SHL S44 | EDM | GP: 11 | G: 4 | A: 5 | P: 9 | +/-: 4 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 16.67% | MP: 206
SHL S45 | EDM | GP: 18 | G: 6 | A: 2 | P: 8 | +/-: +1 | PIM: 35 | SHT%: 13.95 | MP: 242
SHL S46 | NOLA | GP: 20 | G: 11 | A: 6 | P: 17 | +/-: +6 | PIM: 6 | SHT%: 16.42 | MP: 436
SHL S47 | NOLA | GP: 7 | G: 2 | A: 5 | P: 7 | +/-: 0 | PIM: 2 | SHT%: 7.14% | MP: 167
SHL S48 | NOLA | GP:
SHL S49 | NOLA | GP:
SMJHL Total | STL | GP: 28 | G: 3 | A: 10 | P: 13 | +/-: +11 | PIM: 16 | SHT%: 5.17% | MP: 538
SHL Total | SEA/EDM | GP: 35 | G: 14 | A: 7 | P: 21 | +/-: 0 | PIM: 41 | SHT%: 17.07% | MP: 583
SHL Total | SEA | GP: 6 | G: 4 | A: 0 | P: 4 | +/-: -5 | PIM: 6 | SHT%: 26.67% | MP: 135
SHL Total | EDM | GP: 29 | G: 10 | A: 7 | P: 17 | +/-: +5 | PIM: 35 | SHT%: 14.93% | MP: 448
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International Play: Round Robin
IIHF S38 | CZE | GP: 10 | G: 0 | A: 0 | P: 0 | +/-: 0 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 33
WJC S38 | EUC | GP: 5 | G: 2 | A: 0 | P: 2 | +/-: +2 | PIM: 4 | SHT% 18.18% | MP: 89
IIHF S39 | CZE | GP: 10 | G: 0 | A: 1 | P: 1 | +/-: -4 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 111
WJC S39 | EUE | GP: 3 | G: 1 | A: 1 | P: 2 | +/-: +1 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 10.00% | MP: 45
IIHF S40 | CZE | GP: 10 | G: 0 | A: 3 | P: 3 | +/-: -4 | PIM: 4 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 178
WJC S40 | USSR | GP: 6 | G: 3 | A: 2 | P: 5 | +/-: -3 | PIM: 4 | SHT%: 20:00% | MP: 123
IIHF S41 | CZE | GP: 10 | G: 0 | A: 4 | P: 4 | +/-: -6 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 188
IIHF S42 | CZE | GP: 10 | G: 3 | A: 3 | P: 6 | +/-: -4 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 10.71% | MP: 216
IIHF S43 | CZE | GP: 10 | G: 3 | A: 3 | P: 6 | +/-: -1 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 12.00% | MP: 215
IIHF S44 | CZE | GP: 10 | G: 3 | A: 6 | P: 9 | +/-: +2 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 8.33% | MP: 214
IIHF S45 | CZE | GP: 10 | G: 3 | A: 3 | P: 6 | +/-: +1 | PIM: 2 | SHT%: 9.68% | MP: 226
IIHF S46 | CZE | GP: 12 | G: 8 | A: 8 | P: 16 | +/-: +9 | PIM: 2 | SHT%: 19.51% | MP: 287
IIHF S47 | CZE | GP: 12 | G: 3 | A: 5 | P: 8 | +/-: -3 | PIM: 2 | SHT%: 6.12% | MP: 289
IIHF S48 | CZE | GP: 12 | G:
IIHF S49 | CZE | GP:
IIHF Total | CZE | GP: 104 | G: 23 | A: 36 | P: 59 | +/-: -10 | PIM: 10 | SHT%: 9.24% | MP: 1957
WJC Total | CZE | GP: 14 | G: 6 | A: 3 | P: 9 | +/-: 0 | PIM: 8 | SHT%: 16.67% | MP: 257
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International Play: Medal
IIHF S38 | CZE | Did Not Advance
WJC S38 | EUC | GP: 2 | G: 0 | A: 0 | P: 0 | +/-: 1 | PIM: 2 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 45
IIHF S39 | CZE | Did Not Advance
WJC S39 | EUE | GP: 1 | G: 0 | A: 0 | P: 0 | +/-: -2 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 0 | MP: 16
IIHF S40 | CZE | Did Not Advance
WJC S40 | USSR | GP: 3 | G: 2 | A: 0 | P: 2 | +/-: 0 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 33.33% | MP: 62
IIHF S41 | CZE | Did Not Advance
IIHF S42 | CZE | GP: 1 | G: 1 | A: 0 | P: 1 | +/-: 0 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 25.00% | MP: 22
IIHF S43 | CZE | Did Not Advance
IIHF S44 | CZE | GP: 3 | G: 0 | A: 1 | P: 1 | +/-: -5 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 67
IIHF S45 | CZE | GP: 1 | G: 0 | A: 0 | P: 0 | +/-: 0 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 21
IIHF S46 | CZE | GP: 1 | G: 0 | A: 0 | P: 1 | +/-: 0 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 0.00% | MP: 22
IIHF Total | CZE | GP: 6 | G: 1 | A: 2 | P: 3 | +/-: -5 | PIM: 0 | SHT%: 5.56% | MP: 132
WJC Total | CZE | GP: 6 | G: 2 | A: 0 | P: 2 | +/-: -1 | PIM: 2 | SHT%: 15.38% | MP: 123
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Transactions:
- S38 SMJHL Draft 24 OA
- Signed a One-year $3 Million contract with the Scarecrows
- S39 SHL Draft 16OA by the Seattle Riot
- S39 Signed a Two-season $4 Million contract, with a team option, with the Seattle Riot
- Named S39 St. Louis Scarecrows Assistant Captain
- S41 Signed a Three-season $17 million contract with Seattle Riot
- S41 SHL Rookie Season with Seattle Riot
- S44 Signed Two-Season $11 million contract with Seattle Riot
- S43-44 Offseason Traded to Edmonton Blizzard
- S46 Signed Six-Season $30 Million Contract with the New Orleans Specters
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Awards:
- S39 Laurifer Trophy: St. Louis Scarecrows || 34-14-2
- S39 Four Star Cup Championship: St. Louis Scarecrows || 8-5
- S39 St. Louis Scarecrows Luke Riggs Award
- S39 Oriens Trophy
- S39 Brodie Witzel Trophy Nominee
- S40 Raymond Lindsay Trophy
- S40 Jared Hanson Trophy
- S40 Roberto Martucci Trophy
- S40 Ideen Fallah Trophy
- S40 Zach Miller Trophy Nominee
- S40 WJC Gold
- S41 SHL All Rookie Team
- S44 Presidents Cup: Edmonton Blizzard || 35-11-4
- S45 Presidents Cup: Edmonton Blizzard || 41-6-3
- S45 Challenge Cup Champions: Edmonton Blizzard || 12-6
- S47 First Team All-Star
- S47 Ron Mexico Trophy
- S47 Sarmad Khan Throphy
- S47 Sergei Karpotsov Trophy
- S47 Jay McDonald Trophy
- S49 SHL First Team All-Star
- S49 Ron Mexico Nomination
- S49 Damian Littleton Trophy
DeMaricus Smyth || IIHF GM || Czechia || S38 -
IIHF Overall Record: 98-97-23
- S38 Round Robin: 4-6-0
- S39 Round Robin: 4-6-0
- S40 Round Robin: 2-3-5
- S41 Round Robin: 2-7-1
- S42 Quarterfinals: 4-5-2
- S43 Round Robin: 3-7-0
- S44 4th Place: 7-6-0
- S45 Quarterfinals: 6-5-0
- S46 Quarterfinal: 7-6-0
- S47 Round Robin: 3-7-2
- S48 Round Robin:2-8-2
- S49 Bronze Medal: 9-5-1
- S50 Quarterfinals: 7-5-1
- S51 4th Place: 9-3-2
- S52 Group Stage: 3-6-3
- S53 Silver Medal: 9-4-2
- S54 Bronze Medal: 10-3-1
- S55 Quarterfinals: 7-5-1
WJC Overall Record: 22-13-2
- S38 | EUC | Semifinals: 4-3-0
- S39 | EUC | Semifinals: 3-1
- S40 | EUE | Gold Medal: 6-3-0
- S49 | UCORCAL | 4th Place: 9-6-0
I I I I
09-05-2018, 10:04 PM Beaver Wrote: Wow look what the PT affiliation has done to our pristine league. 12-19-2018, 12:31 AM Beaver Wrote: I personally blame the PT affiliation for handing out massive amounts of free TPE to all these players, inflating the TPE they're at when they get called up.
bluesfan55 IIHF Federation Head
Too young for this shit
11-12-2020, 09:39 PM
(This post was last modified: 11-12-2020, 09:39 PM by bluesfan55 .)
nice to see that things have gotten better for you, and i hope it continues that way
Sebastien Regazzoni || C || Hamilton Steelhawks || 1276 TPE
Birthplace: Bern, Switzerland
Height/Weight: 6'3", 200 lbs
SHL Stats
S71 || HAM || GP: 66 G: 17 A: 25 PTS: 42 PIMS: 32 +/-: -23 H: 75
S72 || HAM || GP: 66 G: 28 A: 31 PTS: 59 PIMS: 55 +/-: 7 H: 89
S73 || HAM || GP: 66 G: 24 A: 33 PTS: 57 PIMS: 34 +/-: -2 H: 81
S74 || HAM || GP: 66 G: 12 A: 37 PTS: 49 PIMS: 43 +/-: -8 H: 83
S75 || HAM || GP: 66 G: 11 A: 51 PTS: 62 PIMS: 39 +/-: 22 H: 66
S76 || HAM || GP: 66 G: 33 A: 60 PTS: 93 PIMS: 37 +/-: -18 H: 87
SHL Playoff Stats
S71 || HAM || GP: 5 G: 2 A: 1 PTS: 3 +/-: -5 PIM: 2 H: 5
S72 || HAM || GP: 5 G: 1 A: 0 PTS: 0 +/-: -5 PIM: 0 H: 7
S73 || HAM || GP: 12 G: 4 A: 7 PTS: 11 +/-: 2 PIM: 10 H: 10
S74 || HAM || GP: 7 G: 2 A: 3 PTS: 5 +/-: -3 PIM: 0 H: 14
S75 || HAM || GP: 14 G: 3 A: 10 PTS: 13 +/-: -0 PIM: 2 H: 17
SMJHL Stats
S67 || ANC || GP: 66 G: 25 A: 21 PTS: 46 +/-: -5 PIM: 6 H: 107
S68 || ANC || GP: 66 G: 20 A: 41 PTS: 61 +/-: 5 PIM: 30 H: 138
S69 || ANC || GP: 66 G: 20 A: 33 PTS: 53 +/-: -3 PIM: 18 H: 142
S70 || ANC || GP: 66 G: 12 A: 23 PTS: 35 +/-: -54 PIM: 28 H: 78
Career SMJHL Regular Season Stats
GP: 264 G: 77 A: 118 PTS: 195 +/-: -57 PIM: 82 H: 465
SMJHL Playoff Stats
S67 || ANC || GP: 5 G: 4 A: 1 PTS: 5 +/-: -2 PIM: 0 H: 11
S68 || ANC || GP: 10 G: 4 A: 3 PTS: 7 +/-: 7 PIM: 4 H: 24
Career Milestones
Drafted 20th overall by Anchorage, S67 SMJHL Draft
Drafted 4th overall by Hamilton, S68 SHL Draft
Voted Anchorage Armada captain, S69
Mitchell van der Heijden || C || Philadelphia Forge || 925 TPE
Birthplace: Alkmaar, Netherlands
Height/Weight: 6'2", 205 lbs
SHL Stats
S54 | NOLA | GP: 50 G: 8 A: 10 PTS: 18 PIMS: 16 +/-: 0 H: 24
S55 | NEW | GP: 50 G: 15 A: 19 PTS: 34 PIMS: 14 +/-: 2 H: 70
S56 | NEW | GP: 50 G: 16 A: 11 PTS: 27 PIMS: 26 +/-: -17 H: 65
S57 | NEW | GP: 66 G: 20 A: 28 PTS: 48 PIMS: 10 +/-: -37 H: 62
S58 | HAM | GP: 66 G: 22 A: 38 PTS: 60 PIMS: 22 +/-: 25 H: 92
S59 | HAM | GP: 66 G: 21 A: 37 PTS: 58 PIMS: 29 +/-: 37 H: 101
S60 | HAM | GP: 66 G: 49 A: 50 P: 99 PIMS: 6 +/-: 14 H: 97
S61 | HAM | GP: 66 G: 30 A: 57 PTS: 87 PIMS: 10 +/-: 49 H: 122
S62 | HAM | GP: 66 G: 48 A: 38 PTS: 86 PIMS: 8 +/-: 32 H: 105
S63 | HAM | GP: 66 G: 30 A: 51 PTS: 81 PIMS: 18 +/-: 47 H: 103
S64 | HAM | GP: 66 G: 30 A: 43 PTS: 73 PIMS: 8 +/-: 9 H: 103
S65 | PHI | GP: 66 G: 13 A: 37 PTS: 50 PIMS: 20 +/-: 25 H: 134
S66 | PHI | GP: 66 G: 15 A: 24 PTS: 39 PIMS: 30 +/-: -19 H: 116
S67 | PHI | GP: 66 G: 8 A: 27 PTS: 35 PIMS: 20 +/-: 4 H: 140
Career Regular Season Stats
GP: 876 G: 325 A: 470 PTS: 795 PIMS: 237 +/-: 172 H: 1338
SHL Playoff Stats
S54 | NOLA | GP: 17 G: 7 A: 5 PTS: 12 PIMS: 4 +/-: 1
S56 | NEW | GP: 6 G: 0 A: 3 PTS: 3 PIMS: 4 +/-: -4
S57 | NEW | GP: 5 G: 1 A: 0 PTS: 1 PIMS: 2 +/-: 0
S58 | HAM | GP: 19 G: 3 A: 7 PTS: 10 PIMS: 2 +/-: 2
S59 | HAM | GP: 11 G: 2 A: 5 PTS: 7 PIMS: 0 +/-: 4
S60 | HAM | GP: 10 G: 2 A: 3 PTS: 5
S61 | HAM | GP: 19 G: 9 A: 16 PTS: 25
S62 | HAM | GP: 14 G: 7 A: 12 PTS: 19
S63 | HAM | GP: 25 G: 10 A: 12 PTS: 22
S64 | HAM | GP: 17 G: 7 A: 17 PTS: 24
S65 | PHI | GP: 7 G: 4 A: 5 PTS: 9
S66 | PHI | G: 7 G: 1 A: 2 PTS: 3
S67 | PHI | GP: 7 G: 0 A: 4 PTS: 4
Total SHL Playoff Stats
GP: 172 G: 55 A: 93 PTS: 148
SMJHL Stats
S50 | ANC | GP: 50 G: 14 A: 14 PTS: 28 PIMS: 6 +/-: -1 H: 21
S51 | ANC | GP: 50 G: 20 A: 27 PTS: 47 PIMS: 17 -/+: 11 H: 15
S52 | ANC | GP: 50 G: 25 A: 28 PTS: 53 PIMS: 29 +/-: 7 H: 62
S53 | ANC | GP: 50 G: 26 A: 26 PTS: 52 PIMS: 24 +/-: 12 H: 109
Total SMJHL Reg. Season Stats
GP: 200 G: 85 A: 95 PTS: 180 PIMS: 79 +/-: 29 H: 207
SMJHL Playoff Stats
S50 | ANC | GP: 11 G: 1 A: 4 PTS: 5 PIMS: 0 +/-: -6
S51 | ANC | GP: 12 G: 5 A: 7 PTS: 12 PIMS: 2 +/-: 7
S52 | ANC | GP: 6 G: 2 A: 2 PTS: 4 PIMS: 0 +/-: 1
S53 | ANC | GP: 7 G: 0 A: 3 PTS: 3 PIMS: 0 +/-: -1
Total SMJHL Playoff Stats
GP: 41 G: 8 A: 16 PTS: 24 PIMS: 2 +/-: 1
Accolades
Won S51 4 Star Cup with Anchorage
Won Silver Medal with Switzerland, S51 IIHF
named best forward, S51 WJC
named to second team all SMJHL, S52
named Anchorage alternate captain, S51/S52
named Anchorage captain, S53
named first team all SMJHL, S53
won Ideen Fallah Award (SMJHL Awards Committee MVP), S53
named SMJHL All-Star, S51-S53
won S54 Challenge Cup with New Orleans
scored Challenge Cup-winning goal, S54
named New England alternate captain, S55
#15 retired by the Anchorage Armada
Challenge Cup winner with Hamilton, S58/S61/S63
SHL All-Star, S60-S63
Karpovtsov and McDonald winner, S60
Sarmad Khan winner, S60
Ron Mexico winner, S60
First Team All-SHL, S60
Gold medal winner with Switzerland, S65
Member of the Triple Gold Club
SHL Hall of Famer
Draft Things
drafted 11th by Anchorage in S50 SMJHL Draft
drafted 13th overall by New Orleans in S51 SHL Draft
Joseph Lombardi || RW || Anchorage Armada co-GM || 969 TPE
Name: Joseph Lombardi
Position: Right Wing
Birthplace: Voorhees, NJ, USA (transferred to Ireland)
Height: very short (5'3")
Weight: 145 lbs
SHL Regular Season Stats
S38 | SFP | GP: 50 G: 13 A: 9 PTS: 22 PIMS: 6 +/-: -10
S39 | SFP | GP: 50 G: 12 A: 8 PTS: 20 PIMS: 8 +/-: -10
S40 | SFP | GP: 50 G: 14 A: 15 PTS: 29 PIMS: 7 +/-: 9
S41 | MIN | GP: 50 G: 7 A: 6 PTS: 13 PIMS: 0 +/-: -3
S42 | MIN/SEA | GP: 47 G: 14 A: 20 PTS: 34 PIMS: 6 +/-: 4
S43 | SEA | GP: 50 G: 20 A: 26 PTS: 46 PIMS: 8 +/-: 5
S44 | SEA | GP: 50 G: 18 A: 17 PTS: 35 PIMS: 18 +/-: -16
S45 | SEA/TOR | GP: 50 G: 20 A: 20 PTS: 40 PIMS: 0 +/-: 1
S46 | TOR | GP: 50 G: 25 A: 23 PTS: 48 PIMS: 0 +/-: 0
S47 | EDM | GP: 50 G: 17 A: 23 PTS: 40 PIMS: 10 +/-: 26
S48 | SFP | GP: 50 G: 21 A: 17 PTS: 38 PIMS: 10 +/-: 5
S49 | SFP | GP: 50 G: 6 A: 20 PTS: 26 +/-: -8 PIMS: 13
S50 | SFP | GP: 50 G: 15 A: 11 PTS: 26 PIMS: 10 +/-: 15
Career Stats
GP: 647 G: 202 A: 215 PTS: 417 PIMS: 96 +/-: 14
SHL Playoff Stats
S38 | SFP | GP: 5 G: 1 A: 1 PTS: 2 PIMS: 6 +/-: -3
S39-S40 | SFP | Missed playoffs
S41 | MIN | GP: 6 G: 1 A: 2 PTS: 3 PIMS: 0 +/-: 0
S42 | SEA | missed playoffs
S43 | SEA | GP: 6 G: 0 A: 6 PTS: 6 PIMS: 0 +/-: 1
S44 | SEA | missed playoffs
S45 | TOR | GP: 5 G: 2 A: 2 PTS: 4 PIMS: 0 +/-: 1
S46 | TOR | GP: 7 G: 2 A: 7 PTS: 9 PIMS: 0 +/-: -1
S47 | EDM | GP: 6 G: 1 A: 1 PTS: 2 PIMS: 0 +/-: -3
S48 | SFP | GP: 6 G: 0 A: 0 PTS: 0 PIMS: 0 +/-: -4
S49 | SFP | missed playoffs
S50 | SFP | GP: 4 G: 0 A: 0 PTS: 0 PIMS: 0 +/-: 0
Career Playoff Stats
all you need to know is that I was shit
SMJHL Regular Season Stats
S35 | STL | GP: 50 G: 1 A: 0 PTS: 1 PIMS: 2 +/-: -1
S36 | STL | GP: 50 G: 10 A: 7 PTS: 17 PIMS: 4 +/-: 0
S37 | STL | GP: 44 G: 16 A: 15 PTS: 31 PIMS: 8 +/-: -4
Total Stats: GP: 144 G: 27 A: 22 PTS: 49 PIMS: 14 +/-: -5
SMJHL Playoff Stats
S35 | STL | GP: 7 G: 1 A: 0 PTS: 1 +/-: 1
S36 | STL | GP: 6 G: 2 A: 2 PTS: 4 +/-: -1
S37 | STL | GP: 13 G: 4 A: 10 PTS: 14 +/-: -3
Total Stats: GP: 26 G: 7 A: 12 PTS: 19 +/-: -3
Things I've Done
Selected 40th overall in S35 SMJHL Draft by STL
Selected 30th overall in S36 SHL Entry Draft by POR
Won some team awards with the Crows, but no cup
won Presidents Trophy with San Francisco in S38
won a silver medal with Ireland (S38)
won two bronze medals with Ireland (S39, S41)
won a shit ton of golds with Ireland (S42-47)
was traded by San Francisco to Minnesota before S41
Traded to Seattle by Minnesota before S42 Trade Deadline
traded to Toronto by Seattle before S45 trade deadline
signed a one year, $6 million contract with Edmonton
signed a one year, $4.5 million contract with San Fransisco
named Pride alternate captain for S48
won president's trophy with SFP (s50)
writes haters guides where I shit on every team
ty to @High Stick King @EvilAllBran and @
Ragnar for the sigs
Thanks for sharing your progress, hope it only gets better from here <3
11-12-2020, 09:10 PM TheHockeyist Wrote: Anyway, I was prescribed 10 milligrams of the antidepressant to take every evening. Initial results showed that the low dose was ineffective, so the doctor increased the dose to 20 milligrams in mid-October. Since then, there has been some improvement, and my days average 4/10 or 5/10. Not ideal, but not worse.
The beginning of treatment can sometimes feel like a long time because you have to balance your body's immediate response to increased doses with your body's eventual level of tolerance for the meds. It's a long term control system, but admitting a problem and getting started tends to be the hardest part. Glad you've started.
11-12-2020, 09:10 PM TheHockeyist Wrote: I’ve also gone through a bit of an existential crisis since then, wondering who I was in this… troubled time for me. I’ve been interacting more with my roleplaying group, and I discovered the furry fandom.
Don't know much about the furry fandom personally, only that they can show a ton of dedication for their fursona. It doesn't surprise me to hear you have taken an interest considering your roleplaying interest.
11-12-2020, 09:10 PM TheHockeyist Wrote: Then again, I say that every year and it always comes back to bite me. I always say that this year will be different before failing to take into account either my own personality or events that I didn’t foresee, like the severity of the COVID-19 pandemic (thought it would be minor and that it would be over in a few months - hell no!).
It should hopefully be easier to "stick to your guns" now that you're addressing one of, if not
the , underlying problem(s). I hope your motivation increases with your improved mental health, and you can reflect on that improvement.
Good luck!
Keep checking in when you can. It’s great continuing to hear from you
Hi! Great to see this update from you. The meds will take time to begin to actually work and it’ good that you’re getting counseling too. Take it easy though and be a bit careful not to overburden yourself with too many new interests at the same time, it’s important to leave yourself time to just rest and reflect too. Also, maybe I don’t have to say this, but regarding the meds, be sure to follow the doctor’s orders even when it starts to already feel like you’re well enough and maybe don’t need them anymore. The fallback from dropping the meds too soon can be real bad, as I’ve witnessed a couple of times on people close to me. Take it one step at a time and stay the course and you’ll be fine in the end
I wish you well on your way to recovery and discovery! And keep giving these updates every now and then - apart from helping to sort out your own thoughts, updates like these can sometimes help others to realize a thing or two about themselves and their own mental health as well
— S 56 — LEMO PIHL — FORWARD — ANC/TEX/TOR/PHI — RETIRED (PEAK 2057) —
SHL Texas Renegades (S59-64) - Challenge Cup Champions S59 & S62
SMJHL Anchorage Armada (S55-58) - Four-Star Cup Champions S57
Team Finland - WJC Gold S57 & S58 - IIHF Gold S62, S64 & S66
Name: Lemo Pihl
Birthplace: Tallinn, Estonia
Height: 6’ 2”
Weight: 200 lbs
Signed by Anchorage Armada as UDFA in S55 (Thank you, Acsolap & Apricot!)
Drafted to SHL in S56 entry draft 29th overall by Texas Renegades
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CAREER STATS
SHL regular season - Texas Renegades:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S59: 66, 7, 26, 33, +39, 18, 138, 48, 27
S60: 66, 10, 27, 37, +23, 4, 142, 44, 43
S61*: 66, 19, 26, 45, +22, 2, 173, 26, 47
*1st Hat-trick: S61 game 39 - 3+1 in 9-3 W vs NEW
S62: 66, 19, 28, 47, +23, 17, 202, 35, 50
S63: 66, 26, 38, 64, +39, 19, 268, 80, 47
S64: 66, 30, 46, 76, +30, 16, 267, 116, 29
*Traded to Toronto prior to S65*
SHL regular season - Toronto North Stars
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S65: 66, 24, 46, 70, +8, 16, 193, 116, 36
S66: 66, 27, 44, 71, -4, 32, 204, 111, 34
*Signed as free agent with Philadelphia Forge prior to S67*
SHL regular season - Philadelphia Forge
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S67: 66, 33, 33, 66, +8, 34, 224, 165, 30
S68: 66, 20, 44, 64, +12, 39, 226, 152, 23
SHL playoffs - Texas Renegades:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S59**: 16, 4, 4, 8, +12, 0, 27, 17, 9
** S59 Challenge Cup Champion **
S60: 9, 1, 2, 3, 0, 14, 31, 6, 4
S61: 19, 3, 9, 12, +6, 2, 39, 22, 19
S62**: 24, 3, 4, 7, +8, 2, 54, 19, 15
** S62 Challenge Cup Champion **
S63: 9, 2, 1, 3, -3, 2, 43, 17, 9
S64: 13, 9, 6, 15, +2, 4, 71, 22, 13
SHL playoffs - Toronto North Stars:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S65: 6, 4, 1, 5, -3, 0, 22, 8, 3
S66: 10, 4, 4, 8, -4, 4, 45, 16, 2
SHL playoffs - Philadelphia Forge:
GP / G / A / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S67: 7, 0, 4, 4, -3, 2, 22, 16, 1
S68: 5, 0, 3, 3, 0, 4, 12, 15, 2
SMJHL regular season - Anchorage Armada:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S55: 46, 1, 5, 6, -11, 4, 33, 41, 27
S56: 50, 7, 15, 22, +2, 6, 95, 56, 18
S57: 66, 11, 28, 39, +39, 14, 130, 89, 69
S58: 66, 14, 16, 30, +9, 8, 134, 83, 69
SMJHL playoffs - Anchorage Armada:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S55: 7, 0, 1, 1, -5, 2, 7, 6, 5
S56: 16, 1, 5, 6, +3, 0, 24, 17, 4
S57****: 16, 2, 6, 8, +6, 0, 27, 17, 16.
**** S57 Four-Star Cup Champion ****
S58: 21, 6, 8, 14, +6, 6, 42, 27, 24
WJC - Team Finland:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S56: 13, 4, 4, 8, +4, 6, 27, 19, 4
S57*: 15, 4, 8, 12, +9, 4, 28, 16, 11
S58*: 15, 3, 10, 14, +13, 4, 31, 19, 7
* S57 & 58 WJC Gold Medalist
IIHF - Team Finland:
GP / G / A / P / +/- / PIM / S / H / SB
S57: 12, 0, 0, 0, -5, 6, 10, 15, 9
S58: 12, 1, 1, 2, -4, 0, 17, 13, 7
S59: 12, 2, 2, 4, +1, 0, 8, 13, 1
S60: 13, 1, 1, 2, 0, 0, 16, 8, 3
S61: 14, 0, 2, 2, -1, 6, 5, 4, 7
S62*: 15, 0, 0, 0, -5, 2, 15, 6, 4
*S62 IIHF Gold Medalist*
S63: 13, 2, 2, 4, -2, 4, 27, 10, 3
S64*: 15, 0, 8, 8, -4, 0, 43, 19, 4
*S64 IIHF Gold Medalist*
S65: 13, 6, 7, 13, +7, 6, 47, 20, 8
S66*: 15, 9, 4, 13, +8, 4, 26, 22, 5
*S66 IIHF Gold Medalist*
S67: 15, 3, 9, 12, +3, 4, 49, 32, 7
S68: 15, 5, 5, 10, +2, 10, 20, 29, 13
S69 Challenge Cup Champion - Philadelphia Forge
S57 Four Star Cup Champion - Anchorage Armada
After 69 shots on net with still no SHL goals to show for it, even the opposition started to feel so sorry for Lemo, that they decided to help him out :D
- Bad pass by Jack Klompus, he gave it right to Lemo Pihl.
- Lemo Pihl rips it to the net...
- Lemo Pihl will find the empty net, that should do it!
TEX @ MAN, S59 game 31
nice to hear from you! Glad things are starting to improve for you. Please keep us updated on your journey!
Wilhelm von Hindenburg II || Center || Kelowna Knights || 268 TPE
Name: Wilhelm von Hindenburg II
Birthplace: Germany
Height: 6'6
Weight: 220 lbs
Number: 44
Drafted: SMJHL- Round 2, Pick 28, Kelowna Knights
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Career Accomplisments:
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Career Statistics:
SMJHL Regular Season Totals:
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S69 | 68 GP | 18 G | 12 A | 30 P | -2 | 18 PIM | 69 H | 27 SB | 94 SOG |
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SHL Regular Season Totals:
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Jarmo Kekäläinen || Left Wing || Texas Renegades || 1411 TPE [RET]
Name: Jarmo Kekäläinen
Birthplace: Finland
Height: 6'1
Weight: 185 lbs
Number: 72
Drafted: SHL- Round 2, Pick 19, San Francisco Pride
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Career Accomplisments:
WJC S57 Gold (Finland)
WJC S58 Gold (Finland)
WJC S59 Silver (Finland)
SMJHL S57 2nd Team All-Star
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Career Statistics:
SMJHL Regular Season Totals:
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S56-59 | 247 GP | 63 G | 96 A | 159 P | +15 | 68 PIM | 202 H | 151 SB | 562 SOG |
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SHL Regular Season Totals:
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S60 [MTL] | 66 GP | 11 G | 19 A | 30 P | -23 | 14 PIM | 86 H | 60 SB | 139 SOG |
S61 [MTL] | 66 GP | 08 G | 19 A | 27 P | -10 | 20 PIM | 85 H | 67 SB | 135 SOG |
S62 [MTL] | 66 GP | 13 G | 13 A | 26 P | -82 | 32 PIM | 69 H | 130 SB|114 SOG |
S63 [MTL] | 66 GP | 09 G | 19 A | 28 P | -40 | 18 PIM | 63 H | 98 SB | 130 SOG |
S64 [TEX] | 66 GP | 12 G | 18 A | 30 P | +18| 18 PIM | 74 H | 64 SB | 144 SOG |
S65 [TEX] | 66 GP | 24 G | 25 A | 49 P | -21 | 26 PIM | 103 H | 127 SB | 187 SOG |
S66 [TEX] | 66 GP | 24 G | 39 A | 63 P | -27 | 45 PIM | 116 H | 61 SB | 229 SOG |
S67 [TEX] | 66 GP | 17 G | 29 A | 46 P | -30 | 37 PIM | 96 H | 60 SB | 169 SOG |
S65 [TEX] | 66 GP | 23 G | 28 A | 51 P | -40 | 24 PIM | 93 H | 31SB | 154 SOG |
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TOT | 594 GP | 141 G | 209 A | 350 P | -255 | 234 PIM | 785 H | 698 SB | 1393 SOG |
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Stay safe and get a full recovery very soon man!
Appreciate the openness here bud, most people are afraid to admit they need or have gotten professional help. Glad to hear you're doing better though. I don't think I've ever talked to you before, but hit me up if you ever need someone to talk to.
Glad you're feeling somewhat improved. Regarding furries, hey man whatever works. If you find a community that loves you and makes you feel welcome, go full force. or a hobby that gives you purpose, go at it.
[S69] Tiberius Kane | Left Wing | GFG | 473 TPE
S67: WJC Silver
S68: Drafted 3rd Overall to GFG
S68: Drafted 14th Overall to TEX
S69: WJC Bronze
[S67] Nichael Fitted + [S64] Backup Goaltender
[S50] Tom Fiddler | Two-Way Center | Peak 2006 TPE | RETIRED
Drafted 4th round, 34th overall in S49 SMJHL Entry Draft
Drafted 2nd round, 24th overall in S50 SHL Entry Draft
Traded to Tampa Bay for a ham sandwich in S52
* = First Place
Career Stats | GP | G | A | P | +/- | Hit | SB | Sh | GA | TK
SHL Regular | 657 | 144 | 284 | 428 | -213 | 777 | 1013 | 1520 | 292 | 393
SHL Playoffs | 39 | 5 | 14 | 19 | -16 | 63 | 52 | | |
IIHF Regular | 168 | 19 | 45 | 64 | 7 | 153 | 90 | | |
SHL Regular Season Stats
Szn |Team| GP | G | A | P | +/- | TOI | Hit | SB | Sh | PIM
S53 | TBB | 50 | 5 | 15 | 20| -24| 17:16 | 46 | 77 | 56 | 10
S54 | TBB | 45 | 1 | 10 | 11 | -80 | 18:35 | 60 | 171 | 55 | 17
S55 | TBB | 50 | 1 | 19 | 20 | -56 | 18:37 | 31 | 86 | 82 | 14
S56 | TBB | 50 | 5 | 15 | 20 | -35 | 19:22 | 34 | 112 | 101| 20
S57 | TBB | 66 | 14 | 32 | 46 | -26 | 24:48 | 64 |100 |152 | 20
S58 | TBB | 66 | 29 | 40 | 69 | -2 | 25:59 |100| 74 |180 | 20
S59 | TBB | 66 | 19 | 39 | 58 | -3 | 25:33 |105| 95 |188 | 14
S60 | TBB | 66 | 23 | 23 | 46 | 4 | 22:33 | 66 | 50 |159 | 26
S61 | TBB | 66 | 10 | 35 | 45 | 12 | 22:17 | 98 | 72 |182 | 20
S62 | TBB | 66 | 16 | 23 | 39 | -2 | 20:23 |104 | 57 |183 | 4
S63 | TOR | 66 | 21 | 33 | 54 | -1 | 20:29 | 69 |119 |182 | 39
SHL Playoff Stats
Szn |Team| GP | G | A | P | +/- | TOI | Hit | SB | Sh | PIM
S59 | TBB | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | -6 | 22:11 | 10 | 5 | 12 | 0
S60 | TBB | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | -6 | 22:49 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 0
S61 | TBB | 13 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 21:06 | 17 | 13 | 29 | 0
S62 | TBB | 12 | 1 | 3 | 4 | -4 | 20:01 | 20 | 18 | 24 | 2
S63 | TOR | 5 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 21:16 | 8 | 15 | 15 |0
SMJHL Career | GP: 200| G: 36 | A: 102 | P: 138 | +/-: 42
SMJHL Playoff Career | GP: 52| G: 9 | A: 23 | P: 32 | +/-: 5
SMJHL Regular Season Stats
S49 | MTL | GP: 50 | G: 3 | A: 16 | P: 19 | +/-: 2 | FO%: 42.43% | FOT: 898
S50 | CAR | GP: 50 | G: 6 | A: 15 | P: 21 | +/-: -6 | FO%: 50.93% | FOT: 1237
S51*| CAR | GP: 50 | G: 11 | A: 38 | P: 49 | +/-: 24 | FO%: 53.08% | FOT: 1313
S52 | CAR | GP: 50 | G: 16 | A: 33 | P: 49 | +/-: 22 | FO%: 53.33% | FOT: 1202
SMJHL Playoff Stats
S49*| MTL | GP: 17 | G: 2 | A: 7 | P: 9 | +/-: 5 | FO%: 51.96% | FOT: 433
S50*| CAR | GP: 18 | G: 4 | A: 5 | P: 9 | +/-: 5 | FO%: 50.28% | FOT: 356
S51 | CAR | GP: 6 | G: 2 | A: 2 | P: 4 | +/-: -1| FO%: 47.68% | FOT: 151
S52 | CAR | GP: 11 | G: 1 | A: 9| P: 10 | +/-: -4| FO%: 51.34% | FOT: 261
Awards
S49 Four Star Cup
S50 Four Star Cup
S51 Laurifer Trophy
S51 Petr Klimek Award for the Best Two-Way Player with Joseph Weston
S52 Honorary 3-way Laurifer Paricipation Trophy
S52 Alternate Captain of Carolina
S52 Petr Klimek Award for the Best Two-Way Player with Joseph Weston
S52 Kurtis Hunter Award for Team's Choice MVP
S52 IIHF Gold Medal
S53 IIHF Bronze Medal
S54 The Winless Season
S54 IIHF Silver Medal
S55 IIHF Gold Medal
S56 IIHF Silver Medal
S57 IIHF Silver Medal
S58 IIHF Silver Medal
S60 IIHF Silver Medal
S61 IIHF GoldMedal
IIHF Federation Head - Great Britain
S56: Silver
S57: Silver
S58: Silver
S59: DNQ
S60: Silver
S61: Gold
S62: DNQ
S68: Lost 1st Round
S69: Bronze
Fuck the penaltys
ARGARGARHARG
GCool Registered
RIP Lefty
Happy to hear you're on the mend. I dealt with a lot of things when I was first on here, caused me to lash out and me meaner than I typically am. I've always dealt with anxiety, been pretty candid about that throughout my years here. Cancer didnt help that psychology, either. But the steps you're taking are great! Keep up the good work. Itll feel hard, and some days anxiety and depression will win. Sometimes there isnt much you can do about it in the moment. What you can do in the long run is understand what hurts you most, and really considering the paths of thought those things make you take.
Thank you for sharing this, and thank you thank you thank you for taking care of yourself!
Like you, I was recently diagnosed with severe anxiety coupled with moderate depression/suicidal thoughts. I'm now on medication that has made a WORLD of difference. There is NO shame in it. I'm so happy you are taking care of yourself. Mental health is important and you are not "broken".
The entire world is going through a collective trauma right now with the pandemic and wild fires in Australia and the US (and other places I'm sure), plus a busier than normal hurricane season for North and Central America and the Caribbean and the US election which has effect global markets and panic and all kinds of shit. We are all fucked up right now to some degree or another.
Best of luck in your continued journey!
Eric Hudson | LW | #13 | St Louis Scarecrows | Texas Renegades | 1937 TPE (Peak)
Birthplace: Charlotte, NC, USA
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Career Highlights:
Drafted 35th overall in S52 SMJHL Draft by St. Louis Scarecrows
S52 Four Star Cup Finals (Lost to ANA in 5)
Drafted 21st overall (2nd Round) by Texas Renegades in S53 SHL Draft
Named to S54 SJHML All-Star Team
First Career Hat Trick - S54 Game 22 vs Anchorage
100th SHL Point - S58 Game 33 vs Seattle
Member of Team Prospects North America - S51 WJC, Team Captain
Member of Team USA WJC Team - S52, S53, S54, S55.
Member of Team USA IIHF Team - S55, S56, S57, S58, S59, S60, S61, S62, S63
Team USA Assistant Captain, S63
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SMJHL/SHL Stats:
SEA |Team| GP | G | A | +/- | S | SB | HIT | PIM | Min/Game |
S52 | STL | 50 | 7 | 5 | +2 | 47 | 6 | 21 | 10 | 10:16 |
S53 | STL | 50 | 7 | 16| +9 | 47 | 58 | 17 | 22 | 12:02 |
S54 | STL | 50 | 9 | 24| +17| 80 | 104| 19 | 6 | 17:16 |
S55 | STL | 50 | 4 | 9 | -11 | 60 | 103| 29 | 10 | 17:41 |
S56 | TEX | 50 | 7 | 18| +4 | 93 | 64 | 12 | 16 | 18:26 |
S57 | TEX | 66 | 12| 30| +19| 131| 92 | 34 | 23 | 17:39 |
S58 | TEX | 66 | 18| 39| +35| 187| 74 | 49 | 10 | 19:12 |
S59 | TEX | 66 | 16| 32| +45| 175| 98 | 68 | 20 | 18:57 |
S60 | TEX | 66 | 11| 29| +24| 167| 91 | 64 | 12 | 20:05 |
S61 | TEX | 66 | 18| 33| +26| 156| 92 | 60 | 12 | 20:08 |
S62 | TEX | 66 | 17| 36| +33| 200| 74 | 56 | 17 | 20:30 |
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SMJHL/SHL Playoff Stats:
SEA |Team| GP | G | A | +/- | S | SB | HIT | PIM | Min/Game |
S52 | STL | 17 | 2 | 4 | +9 | 30 | 1 | 13 | 10 | 11:39 |
S53 | STL | 14 | 1 | 2 | -4 | 14 | 28 | 1 | 0 | 16:20 |
S54 | STL | 7 | 0 | 1 | -2 | 10 | 19 | 4 | 0 | 18:42 |
S55 | STL | 4 | 1 | 1 | -1 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 18:34 |
S56 | TEX | 4 | 0 | 1 | -1 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 18:46 |
S57 | TEX | 5 | 1 | 1 | -4 | 13| 5 | 5 | 0 | 16:46 |
S58 | TEX | 12 | 4 | 4 | +4 | 28| 16 | 11 | 0 | 20:38 |
S59 | TEX | 16 | 6 | 11| +12| 43| 25| 29 | 2 | 20:34 |
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IIHF Stats
TOUR | Team | GP | G | A | +/- | S | SB | HIT | PIM | Min/Game |
S51 WJC | ProsNA | 18 | 3 | 5 | -13 | 43| 2 | 21 | 10 | 17:30 |
S51 WJCMR | ProsNA | 2 | 0 | 1 | +0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 17:37 |
S52 WJC | USA | 14 | 1 | 3 | +0 | 7 | 5 | 18 | 12 | 12:35 |
S52 WJCMR | USA | 1 | 0 | 0 | +0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13:01 |
S53 WJC | USA | 14 | 3 | 7 | +6 | 17 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 13:35 |
S53 WJCMR | USA | 2 | 0 | 2 | -1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 14:11 |
S54 WJC | USA | 19 | 1 | 3 | -9 | 12 | 38 | 8 | 4 | 18:00 |
S54 WJCMR | USA | 3 | 1 | 1 | 4 | +5 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 18:54 |
S55 WJC | USA | 19 | 1 | 5 | +3 | 28| 29 | 14 | 2 | 16:05 |
S55 WJCMR | USA | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 18:05 |
S55 IIHF | USA | 19 | 1 | 7 | +5 | 19 | 7 | 7 | 8:00 |
S55 IIHFMR | USA | 1 | 0 | 0 | -1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8:58 |
S56 IIHF | USA | 19 | 3 | 3 | +2 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 9:14
S56 IIHFMR | USA | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6:41 |
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Trophy Case
S52 Oriens Trophy - Four Star Cup Finals
S53 Aron Hernadivic Award Winner (STL - Most Active)
S54 SJHML All-Star Game - East
S54 Ron Bolt Award Winner (SJHML - Most Sportsmanlike)
S54 Brandon Holmes Award Winner (SJHML - Top Defensive Forward)
S54 World Junior Championships Gold Medal
S54 Mika Kandinsky Award Winner (STL - Best Two-Way Forward)
S55 Mika Kandinsky Award Winner (STL - Best Two-Way Forward)
S58 Presidents Trophy
S59 Western Conference Champions
S59 Challenge Cup Champions
S61 Western Conference Champions
S62 Western Conference Champions
S62 Challenge Cup Champions
S63 IIHF Gold Medal
S63 Jeff Dar Award (SHL - Best Two-way Forward)
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Contracts
S52 1yr 4.5 million with St. Louis
S53 2yr 7 million (4m, 3m) with Texas
S54 3yr 11 million (3m, 4m, 4m,) extension with Texas through S57
S57 2yr 8 million (4m, 4m) extension with Texas through S59
S59 3yr 15 million (5m,5m,5m) extension with Texas through S62
Co-GM St. Louis Scarecrows - S54 to S57
Regular Season Records
S54 - 26-23-1 (3rd in East, 5th Overall)
S55 - 18-28-4 (4th in East, 9th Overall)
S56 - 18-29-3 (5th in East, 10th Overall)
S57 - 25-36-5 (5th in East, 9th Overall) *Switch to 66 game season
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Playoff Results
S54 - Lost in First Round against Carolina (4-3)
S55 - Lost in First Round against Vancouver (4-0)
S56 - Lost in First Round against Maine (4-3)
S57 - Won First round series vs Kelowna (4-3), Lost in Second round against Anchorage (3-1-1)
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Awards
boom SHL GM
pure of heart, dumb of ass
Glad you're doing better! Best of luck going forward.
Anastasia Söderström | #35 Detroit Falcons/Calgary Dragons Prospect | G | 365 TPE
Height: 5'11"
Weight: 165 lbs
Birthplace: Sundsvall, Sweden
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Transaction History
S75: Drafted 15th overall by the Detroit Falcons
S75: Signed a 1-year, $2 million rookie contract with Detroit
S76: Drafted 44th overall by the Calgary Dragons
S76: Signed a 1-year, $3 million entry level contract with Calgary
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SMJHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | W | L | OTL | GAA | Save % | SO
S75 | DET | 54 | 29 | 19 | 4 | 2.68 | 0.910 | 5
Career | DET | 54 | 29 | 19 | 4 | 2.68 | 0.910 | 5
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SMJHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | W | L | OTL | GAA | Save % | SO
S75 | DET | 10 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 4.51 | 0.858 | 0
Career | DET | 10 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 4.51 | 0.858 | 0
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World Junior Championship Stats
Season | Team | GP | W | L | OTL | GAA | Save % | SO
S75 | ICE | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2.41 | 0.906 | 1
Career | ICE | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2.41 | 0.906 | 1
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Awards, Nominations, and Honours
S75 SMJHL 1st Team All-Star
S75 SMJHL All-Defensive Team
S75 SMJHL All-Rookie Team
S75 Esa Anrikkanen Trophy (SMJHL Rookie of the Year)
S75 Ideen Fallah Trophy (SMJHL Committee MVP)
Sophie Bordeleau | #20 Calgary Dragons | C | 2039 TPE Peak
Height: 5'8"
Weight: 155 lbs
Birthplace: Trois-Rivieres, QC
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Transaction History
S63: Signed a $1 million DFA contract with the Nevada Battleborn
S64: Drafted 8th overall in the SMJHL Entry Draft by the Quebec City Citadelles
S64: Signed 1-year, $2 million rookie contract with Quebec City
S65: Drafted 8th overall in the SHL Entry Draft by the Edmonton Blizzard
S65: Signed a 1-year, $3 million entry level contract with Edmonton
S65: Traded to the San Francisco Pride; signed a 3-year, $7.5 million contract extension starting in S66
S68: Signed a 3-year, $13 million contract extension with San Francisco starting in S69
S71: Traded to the Calgary Dragons
S72: Signed a 5-year, $30 million contract extension with Calgary
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SMJHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S63 | Nevada BattleBorn | 10 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 3
S64 | Quebec City Citadelles | 66 | 19 | 40 | 59 | 23 | 26 | 95 | 51
S65 | Quebec City Citadelles | 66 | 16 | 41 | 57 | 26 | 12 | 65 | 30
S66 | Quebec City Citadelles | 66 | 32 | 39 | 71 | 7 | 24 | 89 | 18
S67 | Quebec City Citadelles | 66 | 43 | 45 | 88 | 14 | 30 | 24 | 83
Career | Nevada/Quebec City | 274 | 114 | 166 | 280 | 70 | 96 | 276 | 185
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SHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S68 | San Francisco Pride | 66 | 12 | 29 | 41 | -24 | 40 | 64 | 24
S69 | San Francisco Pride | 66 | 30 | 44 | 74 | -38 | 36 | 83 | 54
S70 | San Francisco Pride | 66 | 30 | 49 | 79 | -16 | 66 | 91 | 57
S71 | Calgary Dragons | 66 | 30 | 43 | 73 | -41 | 47 | 73 | 39
S72 | Calgary Dragons | 66 | 27 | 48 | 75 | -25 | 48 | 69 | 75
S73 | Calgary Dragons | 66 | 30 | 58 | 88 | -21 | 30 | 56 | 75
S74 | Calgary Dragons | 66 | 38 | 55 | 93 | -32 | 40 | 76 | 49
Career | San Francisco/Calgary | 462 | 197 | 326 | 523 | -197 | 307 | 512 | 373
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SMJHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks]
S63 | Nevada BattleBorn | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | -3 | 0 | 0 | 3
S64 | Quebec City Citadelles | 14 | 5 | 4 | 9 | -4 | 0 | 16 | 14
S65 | Quebec City Citadelles | 10 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 11 | 8
S66 | Quebec City Citadelles | 17 | 5 | 3 | 8 | -4 | 0 | 21 | 3
S67 | Quebec City Citadelles | 21 | 10 | 19 | 29 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 23
Career | Nevada/Quebec City | 68 | 20 | 33 | 53 | -3 | 4 | 50 | 51
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SHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S68 | San Francisco Pride | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S69 | San Francisco Pride | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S70 | San Francisco Pride | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S71 | Calgary Dragons | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S72 | Calgary Dragons | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S73 | Calgary Dragons | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
S74 | Calgary Dragons | DNQ | - | - | - | - | - | - | -
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IIHF Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S65 | Latvia | 12 | 3 | 1 | 4 | -4 | 2 | 6 | 2
S66 | Latvia | 13 | 0 | 2 | 2 | -10 | 0 | 6 | 1
S67 | Latvia | 12 | 1 | 0 | 1 | -11 | 0 | 11 | 2
S68 | Latvia | 12 | 3 | 6 | 9 | -2 | 8 | 12 | 8
S69 | Latvia | 13 | 5 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 12
S70 | Latvia | 15 | 8 | 10 | 18 | 3 | 4 | 8 | 16
S71 | Latvia | 12 | 3 | 8 | 11 | -5 | 2 | 8 | 9
S72 | Latvia | 12 | 4 | 7 | 11 | -12 | 4 | 6 | 10
S73 | Latvia | 12 | 7 | 3 | 10 | -3 | 8 | 12 | 12
S74 | Latvia | 12 | 5 | 7 | 12 | -6 | 6 | 7 | 10
Career | Latvia | 125 | 39 | 48 | 87 | -50 | 44 | 86 | 82
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World Junior Championship Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits | Blocks
S64 | Team Canada | 15 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 13 | 6 | 13 | 7
S65 | Team World | 13 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 7
S66 | Team UCORCAL | 15 | 9 | 8 | 17 | 1 | 12 | 5 | 20
S67 | Team UCORCAL | 15 | 7 | 9 | 16 | 2 | 6 | 21 | 4
Career | Canada/World/UCORCAL | 43 | 12 | 21 | 33 | 9 | 48 | 34
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Awards, Nominations, and Honours
S64 WJC Gold Medal (Canada)
S64 SMJHL All-Rookie Team
S64 Esa Anrikkanen Trophy (SMJHL Rookie of the Year)
S67 SMJHL 1st Team All-Star
S73 Jeff Dar Trophy (SHL Best Two-Way Player)
S66 DeMaricus Smyth Award (Best WJC Forward)
S66 Brady McIntyre Award (WJC MVP)
S68 Pride of the Pride Award (SFP Best User)
S69 Kelly Rivet Award (SFP Team MVP)
William Hartmann | #47 Edmonton Blizzard | RD | 2170 TPE Peak
Height: 5'11"
Weight: 196 lbs
Birthplace: Lugano, Switzerland
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Transaction History
S52: Drafted 7th overall by the Vancouver Whalers in the S52 SMJHL Entry Draft
S52: Signed 1-year, $3 million rookie contract with Vancouver
S53: Drafted 16th overall by the Edmonton Blizzard in the S53 SHL Entry Draft
S53: Signed 3-year, $8.5 million entry-level contract with Edmonton
S56: Signed 3-year, $9 million contract extension with Edmonton
S59: Signed 2-year, $10 million contract extension with Edmonton (team option on 2nd year)
S60: Voided option with Edmonton, then signed a 3-year, $12 million contract extension with Edmonton
S61: Converted to right defense
S63: Signed 3-year, $12 million extension with Edmonton
S63: Traded to the Toronto North Stars
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SMJHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S52 | Vancouver Whalers | 50 | 4 | 3 | 7 | -8 | 53 | 156
S53 | Vancouver Whalers | 50 | 13 | 14 | 27 | -17 | 20 | 72
S54 | Vancouver Whalers | 50 | 10 | 14 | 24 | -13 | 26 | 36
S55 | Vancouver Whalers | 50 | 19 | 22 | 41 | 4 | 32 | 40
Career | Vancouver Whalers | 200 | 46 | 53 | 99 | -34 | 131 | 304
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SHL Regular Season Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S56 | Edmonton Blizzard | 50 | 5 | 18 | 23 | 9 | 18 | 58
S57 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 19 | 26 | 45 | -5 | 30 | 116
S58 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 28 | 32 | 60 | 30 | 26 | 78
S59 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 19 | 32 | 51 | 1 | 18 | 90
S60 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 25 | 43 | 68 | 2 | 28 | 122
S61 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 8 | 26 | 34 | -9 | 20 | 98
S62 | Edmonton Blizzard | 66 | 7 | 35 | 42 | -17 | 18 | 98
S63 | Edmonton Blizzard/Toronto North Stars | 66 | 12 | 30 | 42 | -2 | 13 | 83
Career | Edmonton Blizzard/Toronto North Stars | 512 | 123 | 242 | 367 | 9 | 171 | 643
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SMJHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S52 | Vancouver Whalers | 6 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 22
S53: Did not qualify
S54: Did not qualify
S55 | Vancouver Whalers | 8 | 2 | 1 | 3 | -2 | 0 | 4
Career | Vancouver Whalers | 14 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 2
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SHL Playoff Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S56 | Edmonton Blizzard | 19 | 2 | 5 | 7 | -1 | 4 | 27
S57 | Edmonton Blizzard | 7 | 3 | 0 | 3 | -2 | 0 | 19
S58 | Edmonton Blizzard | 12 | 4 | 7 | 11 | 7 | 4 | 19
S59 | Edmonton Blizzard | 10 | 1 | 5 | 6 | -9 | 0 | 14
S60 | Edmonton Blizzard | 10 | 1 | 3 | 4 | -3 | 2 | 18
S61 | Edmonton Blizzard | 14 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 28
S62 | Edmonton Blizzard | 4 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6
S63 | Toronto North Stars | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9
Career | Edmonton Blizzard | 81 | 11 | 30 | 41 | -7 | 14 | 140
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IIHF Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S52 | Switzerland | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | -6 | 8 | 15
S53 | Switzerland | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | -7 | 2 | 12
S54 | Switzerland | 13 | 1 | 1 | 2 | -7 | 4 | 7
S55 | Switzerland | 12 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 14
S56 | Switzerland | 13 | 2 | 2 | 4 | -6 | 8 | 17
S57 | Switzerland | 12 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5
S58 | Switzerland | 13 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 7
S59 | Switzerland | 14 | 2 | 8 | 10 | 9 | 6 | 8
S60 | Switzerland | 12 | 3 | 4 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 11
S61 | Switzerland | 13 | 3 | 5 | 8 | 7 | 8 | 18
S62 | Switzerland | 13 | 0 | 6 | 6 | -3 | 0 | 7
S63 | Switzerland | 15 | 1 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 22
Career | Switzerland | 153 | 16 | 37 | 53 | -7 | 58 | 143
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WJC Stats
Season | Team | GP | G | A | P | +/- | PIM | Hits
S51 | DACH | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | -1 | 8 | 19
S52 | DACH | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 11
S53 | DACH | 13 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 4 | 13
S54 | DACH | 13 | 2 | 1 | 3 | -8 | 6 | 29
S55 | DACH | 13 | 1 | 4 | 5 | -1 | 2 | 15
Career | DACH | 74 | 4 | 8 | 12 | -1 | 24 | 87
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Awards and Honours
S53: SMJHL West All-Star Team
S54: SMJHL West All-Star Team
S55: SMJHL West All-Star Team
S63: SHL East All-Star Team
S63: IIHF Silver Medal
19th all-time in peak TPE pre-regression changes
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Ellie Williams, Calgary Dragons Head GM
Movement
S71: Hired as Calgary Dragons Head GM
Season Records
S71: 20-43-3, missed playoffs
S72: 20-39-7, missed playoffs
S73: 22-41-3, missed playoffs
S74: 24-40-2, missed playoffs
S75: 25-39-2, missed playoffs
Awards, Honours and Records
Career Regular Season Record: 111-202-17
Career Playoff Record: 0-0
Kelvin Jensen, Retired Edmonton Blizzard Head GM
Movement
S53: Hired as Vancouver Whalers Co-GM
S57: Hired as Vancouver Whalers Head GM
S59: Hired as Edmonton Blizzard Co-Gm
S61: Hired as Edmonton Blizzard Head GM
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Season Records
S53: 17-30-3, Missed Playoffs
S54: 11-37-2, Missed Playoffs
S55: 24-23-3, 4-0 vs. St. Louis Scarecrows, 0-4 vs. Carolina Kraken
S56: 39-11-0, 1st Round Bye, 4-0 vs. Kelowna Knights, 4-3 vs. Carolina Kraken, 4-2 vs. Newfoundland Berserkers
S57: 30-30-6, 4-1 vs. Nevada Battleborn, 4-0 vs. Detroit Falcons, 1-4 vs. Anaheim Outlaws
S58: 28-33-5, 4-2 vs. Carolina Kraken, 3-4 vs. Kelowna Knights
S59: 11-19-3 with VAN, 18-13-2 with EDM, 4-2 vs. Los Angeles Panthers, 0-4 vs. Hamilton Steelhawks
S60: 34-26-6, 4-2 vs. Los Angeles Panthers, 0-4 vs. Calgary Dragons
S61: 36-28-2, 4-1 vs. Seattle Argonauts, 4-1 vs. Calgary Dragons, 0-4 vs. Texas Renegades
S62: 24-37-5, 0-4 vs. Chicago Syndicate
S63: 21-37-8, 0-4 vs. Texas Renegades
S64: 28-34-4, 2-4 vs. Los Angeles Panthers
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Awards, Honours and Records
Career SMJHL Regular Season Record: 160-193-22
Career SMJHL Playoff Record: 32-20
Career SHL Regular Season Record: 161-175-27
Career SHL Playoff Record: 18-30
S54: Fewest Wins in a Season in Vancouver Whalers History (11)
S56: Most Wins in a Season in Vancouver Whalers History (50-Game Era) (37)
S56 Laurifer Trophy (39-11-0, 78 Points)
S56 Linna-Landvik Cup (Western Finalist)
S56 Four Star Cup